Oldie But Goodie From Myspace

Alright, let me address some issues that I got going on in my brain. I
got a few different subjects I would like to get off my chest
so bear with me and try to follow me to the best of your ability.
The following subjects consist of pigs, haters, and being true to
myself. Well, to start off.....About a week or two ago I decided to go
for a walk around town by myself at about 11 p.m. I didn't get any
further than five steps off of my street when a vehicle stopped in
the middle of the road. An unrecognizable voice spoke. "Where are
you going? Do you want a ride?" I sure as hell did not know this
man, but I decided to ask anyways. "Who are you?" Instead of answ
ering my question he responded with. "I know who you are." I asked
him who he was again, really hoping that it was a friend playing with
me or something. "I'll be back." and he made some comment about me
looking good and drove off. I still don't know who this guy was. But I
do know that his repulsive harassment nearly gagged me. Whats
even more vile to me on a whole different level is when men act like
that in front of my son while I'm out for a walk ro taking him for a
bike ride. What does that teach my son? To act like a disrespectful
fool? When you yell, "Hey baby" out of your car window as you
drive by just remember what my son takes in from that! You
would think that these men would think before they spoke,or acted
out. I'm pretty sure that some of these same men have children of
their own. Probably even daughters at that. How are they going to
feel when men treat their daughters like that. Maybe even in front
of their future grandchildren. They would be OUTRAGED! RAISING
ALL KINDS OF HELL! It doesn't stop there......I've had men whistle and
holla at me while there woman was away. The nerve! Like I don't
have half a brain to know that you have a girl. That you wait and
make sure she isn't around and then act like a pig. And yet I'm the
one that gets hated on by the girl. Why? What did I do? I could care
less about those kind of guys. If your man is acting like a pig then
leave his ass. Its all a waste of time and energy and he's a waste of
human flesh. Men need to learn how to compliment a woman in a
more appropriate manner. Maybe there mommas should have taugh
t them better..I dont know. But to go back a few steps when i
brought up girls hating. I see too many situations where girls talk
trash or treat a girl like dirt because they are simply jealous. Why?
cause she looks good? possibly better than you? Instead of being a
bitch, why dont you learn to love yourelf cause either you got low
self esteem or you are just straight ugly on the inside and or the
outside. Whne I see a girl who hasn it all together and got things
going on, I give her the props she deserves....whether i like her or
not. And thats the way it should be. Quit being bitches. Stop the
hate and learn to appreciate. Last but not least....It's time for me to
start being REAL and true to myself. I've been a consistently good
friend to peeps. ANd I'm pretty loyal as well. I'm not a fake. When I
say I'm your friend then I got your back. Yet I get NO respect.
Everybody wants to hang around when they feel like they can get
something out of it. But as soon as I spit the truth and get too
REAL ,everybody runs away. At first it ate away at me. Drove me
INSANE! Over time I realized that its okay tho. Love me or hate
me...either way Imma do me cause I'm done helping you. If you think
I'm being unfair......then you have judged me wrong. I'm done playing
little kid games. If you want my true friendship than make it more
apparent. Its messed up that in order to keep my friends I have to
be walked all over. I'm just as important as the rest of you,with
real issues too. Im not any less and I will not be treated that way.
The ignorance makes me sick. Whatever I'm over it. I'm moving on
and living my life. Besides, I got stalkers to keep me company. HA!
So what have we learned today children? 1) Mommas need to start
teaching their sons how to respect woman better starting today
so that our furture men don't act as disgusting as the men of our
generation do. 2) Dont hate because your ugly on the inside and you
have no self esteem..cause that makes you appear to be a straight
up bitch.3) And do your best to be true to yourself and forget the
rest.