Haters and congratulators… my theory on the low life’s who can dish it out but certainly cant take it!
Ahhh… my very first blog…This is where I belong! Writing is what I would consider my forte. Primarily because I have never (let me emphasize this for you) NEVER NEVER NEVER EVER been skilled at communicating what I’m genuinely trying to express (vocally). I tend to fumble over everything I’m trying to convey. People tend to extract what they want to hear. Misconstruing my words to the point that I’ve actually started to believe that what they twisted was my original point. So when I write I know without a doubt I can speak honestly. Without having to hold back what I really want to say. Or constantly probing every word before It comes out of my mouth. I mean have you ever noticed how narcissistic humans can be?? Especially when it comes to what could possibly be the truth. Everyone requests to hear it. But doesn’t intend to except it. Just another good reason why I choose not to verbally express myself. Oh no!!!!! I don’t want to insult anyone who might possibly think that they are ALL HIGH AND FUCKING MIGHTY in their own FANTASTIC world of make believe! I’ll just let them believe what they want so they can sleep better at night. Its severely mind blowing to think about how many people I have come across in my life, who continuously judge everyone around them, but themselves. My theory is that they should take all there judgmental convictions and focus that time consuming energy, on themselves. I mean they do it so well when it comes to others! The talent is outstanding! Am I right? What I’ve often noticed about these same category of people, is that not only are they outstandingly good at what they do, but that they should be the last people on earth to criticize. Just saying. We all can testify here. That the most judgmental pricks are people who tend to have the worst morals and theories in life. But really no matter how “perfect“ you may or may not be.. No one should judge another’s life or anything about another’s ANYTHING?? Well, because no one is perfect. DUH. HEY SWEETHEART NEWS FLASH!…. Stop for a second and (re) evaluate where you stand in life.. Or what you stand for. END OF STORY!!!
That is just one of my many issues that I’ve been having to deal with lately. Its like this whole world just thinks they know who I am. And in all honesty..95% of the people who I know.. Or casually talk to.. DO NOT KNOW ME! I am the epitome of what is misunderstood. And I’m not just speaking for myself. I’m speaking for so many others that feel just like me. You got your haters and you got your congratulators. What category would you consider yourself in? Really think about it.. You might shock yourself.
“You worry about yours; let them worry about theirs, cause I got mine” - Lil Wayne
See the difference between me and you is that I don’t run around telling people every detail of my being. Why would I want to share something thats intimate with people who probably in the end, never deserved to know me on that sort of deep level. And I guess that’s what causes me such issues. Half the ignorance of the human race thinking that you have to explain yourself to every one. With why you do things a certain way. Or why you do them the way you do. Isn’t that kind of ridiculous? I don’t remember there being a contract when I was born saying that was a life requirement.
Anyways… I’m done with my rambling… I do believe that is what I have mainly done here today.. But I do feel better.. And that’s the real reason I’m here doing this blog…. Ahhhhhh my therapy….
UNTIL NEXT TIME……. Take care…. And just remember…. ……. ………….Well, I got nothing.. Just, fuck what they say .. that’s the best I can come up with…
- Ashis
“We can never judge the lives of others, because each person knows only their own pain and renunciation. Its one thing to feel that you are on the right path, but its another to think that yours is the only path.” -Paulo Coelho
1 comment:
I like that last quote. Wish I were smarter to come up with shit like that.lol People always just judge to feel superior over someone else. Never ends. I used to judge a lot, since my mother made me that way. But I realized it's better not to, so I don't do it very often, only sometimes. I write better than I speak too.lol We have that in common.
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